February 2012
43 posts
After this Sunday’s freak guard duty (someone bailed out on guard and i have to take over), i won’t be doing guard for a very very long time!!
I know this sounds damn assholic, but one of my bro just signed seven extra so he’ll covering guard duties for the next 1.5 months!! WHHOOO!!!!
I must admit, i’m fucked up for behaving this way but i have my own reasons. He had...
I’m damn sick.. Like damn damn sick. Never been this sick before. My 1 month worth of runny nose had finally evolved into a bad ass flu at the worst time.
I have guard duty tomorrow, driving lesson in 30 mins and deadlines coming.
How? Tell me how am I going to take all my commitments down with this flu?
The panadol max is not working. I don’t wish to up the dose, but I might...
After 10 hours of sleep, my mind is clear but my eyes are tired and my body still feels unwell.
I have decided to stop letting these rare spark of ideas slip through my finger tips. After all, it time to start converting myself back to a civilian. I have the equipments so I’m left with the ideas.
I have an animation idea in mind. Quite excited to make it happen. It’s gonna be a simple one, but well, the first step is always the hardest.
I’ve bothered to take my black...
I think i need to make some time for my soul searching.
I need to find the source of all this angst. I’m very sure something had been bothering me that resulted in me becoming irritated so easily.
I’m now very easily irritated or angered and i’m getting very lazy and lack discipline.
I have little to no control of my own actions. I’m not thinking right and making proper...
SAF is such an ass..
Their things always seem more important than mine. So many times, i have to compromise myself for the organization.
Now they arrow me and expect me to be there all the time on standby for them. Who decided that i’m the POC for this event? Why must all information dissemination have to go through me? Then keep pestering me to get people to come for the training.
For...
This birthday, I did not waste my wish on world peace. Neither did I wish for everyone to be safe and happy always.
This year, I decided to be practical with my birthday wish. I wished I wouldn’t get a birthday cake next year. Birthday cakes always become tomorrow’s breakfast..
Actually, I should have wished for not having birthday cakes for the rest of my life. What a...
I miss the days where my brain just run wild and keep on giggling to myself from all the funny ideas.
Now I have other commitments so I can no longer live the life where I forget the world and enjoy clicking away on my computer.
Damn. Tomorrow will come and I’ll resume my enjoyment. It’s been long since I enjoyed myself doing such things!
I’ve thought it through and I have decided.
I shall not buy the new Xbox game that I’ve always wanted.
I was looking back, thinking about my current priorities and realised that I need to get started on a lot of AE and video stuff. If I were to buy the new game now and spend every possible moment playing it, it’s gonna be another 3-5 months before I complete the game and...
Things in the office is getting so complicated.
Because of one action, displeasure is spreading within the office like a flu bug.
I guess everyone is still tired from what happened over the past 5 days and we are all less tolerant and easily irritated.
Why can’t we just be happy and work in peace?
I hate conflict. I hate feeling unhappy. I hate all the tension that’s in the...
I slept 3-4 hours only.. I’ll be leaving for the next and final insane shift..
I survived 13 hours without sleep. I survived 25 hours straight before. But neither is fun.
Tonight, it’s gonna be an estimated 16-hour shift.
It’s coming to an end but I wish it ends now!!!!
The next time I wake up, it’s probably time to leave for the next shift…
Aiya… TAHAN!!!!!!!
Giving up my Sunday to the army makes my feel like shit..
I don’t get to see my friends this weekend. That makes me feel uneasy..
Tuesday come quick!!!
To set a closer goal, 0800hrs come quick!!!
I have a 13-hour shift tonight and a slight flu.
This is gonna be the longest working week I’ve had in a long time.
It’s all gonna end of Tuesday afternoon.
Once it’s over, I’m gonna spam tactical offs. Work still needs to be done yet I have a he’ll lot of off to spend. Hahaha!!
I was in uniform from 1600 to 2300hrs today.
Tomorrow, I’ll be in uniform from 1900 to 0800hrs.
That’s all I can say.
I have so man opportunities now, but I’m lacking the equipments..
Damn! I need the machines, the softwares!! And I need them soon!!!
This is so frustrating…
I don’t know if I should throw my money on a new computer and seize these great opportunities now or play the patient game and wait for a suitable moment for the computer.
I could do so much now while being tied down...
January 2012
43 posts
Instead of staying home to sleep this god-knows-what-the-fuck chronic problems off, I’m forced to go to some fucking temple. I’m not even going there for me. I have no business there.
Maybe I should go there for some fake spiritual healing. Who knows, maybe god really know what’s wrong with me. Maybe science, medicine and before-spiritual-healing methods aren’t as...
Decided to take a nap in the living room after dinner (8pm), woke up at 1am.
I was that tired.
20 minutes later I’m lying in my bed, getting ready for the real sleep.
